Saturday, October 23, 2010

finnaly, i hv collapsed

i cant made it
i'm sorry for those who expected me to hv made it
i hv gone crazy recently
my brain which i hv been proud of, go missing
i cant think, cant memorize, cant even control myself
unfortunately, my biological clock went abnormal since i started my life here
everything seems to b so uncontrol
i'm tired
i cant even imagine tis happened to me
i;m juz like an idiot
living without aims
bt stil fine i'm breathing
can who else tel me how to get out frm al tis nonsense?
i talked to someone who doesnt exist
is ridiculous
i really getting myself into trouble
i smoke, i drink, i laugh,i cry
juz to keep those stress away
is undescripable
exam is stil far
i'm forcing myself to the end
get me out of these
i'm begging